hey
ive been in deviantart for a while, but i just got a new account becuz...i wanted to start over. lol.
ya..
and a lot of people i knew were getting deviantart, but i dont kno them well enough to trust them and say stuff and do stuff on deviantart. so i switched accounts.
a little bit about myself...
o, first...sorry if i sound kindof..fake. i dunno. i feel fake today.
anyways
so ya
meh...
i live in san diego, california. i have one brother, jeff, and one sister, jill. my brother is 24, and my sister is 22. my sister has a boyfriend named nick, hes 28. jill and nick live in orange county, but jeff goes to boston university. he stayed with jill and nick for the summer in orange county. almost every weekend they come to visit. theyre my best friends right now, i spend the most time with them.
i had this one friend, elsa. she was my very best friend, we were like siamese twins. for one year, we were so close, that we wore the exact same outfits every day, said everything the same, did EVERYTHING with each other...there was no seperating us. then it got a little annoying. we were growing older, and it seemed rather immature. but we were still tight, tho very competetive.
and we start getting in vicious fights. it started with her depression. she started he period, broke her foot, got B's in math, wasnt getting enough exercise so she became weight-concious, and eventually mildly anorexic, and it was all falling apart for her. altho i was as happy as can be, being so close to elsa, i had to be there, i wouldnt be a good friend if i wasnt. so i tried to help her thru it, tho now she claims i did nothing but bring her snacks every day and drive her places. and i have to admit, she brought me down.
i didnt want to be her friend anymore. i couldnt stand it...i couldnt stand the name calling, the cussing, the threats. all coming from her, btw. i stood back, and i watched.
but when i decided i didnt want to be her friend anymore, she got pretty upset. being so competetive, it was alright for her to have friends, but not me. she claimed all of my friends to be hers. she told them things about me, and drove them away from me. she changed them into clones of herself, worshipers.
my better friend at the time was a girl named jenn. and so of course elsa had to spend all of her time with jenn, hugging her all the time and taking her places, doing things with her. and my boyfriend was jake. and she ALWAYS flirted with him. always. like, she wouldnt leave him alone.
man, i hated her.
then it sortof faded. i dont really have any close friends right now, besides my siblings, but school starts in a couple weeks, and im gonna join the popular group, i think. partly because im totally capable of it, because they like me, because, theyre well...popular. and partly to make elsa jealous.
and also, right now im having eating problems. i went to china, didnt like chinese food, lost a couple pounds, liked it, and kept on losing. at the beginning of the summer, i was 5'4" and weighed 110 pounds. now im 5'6" and weigh 90.
my parents are doing everything they possibly can. tomorrow im going to a medical doctor and psychiatrist, and depending on what they say, ill either have to go to the psychiatrist every tuesday and thursday afternoon, or go to the hospital for 6-12 weeks for recovery, and miss school.
im scared out of my mind.
today is also school registration day. what happens if i cant go to school?


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anyways.
im going into 8th grade.
im 13.
and ya.
that was just a little bit about myself.

and im gonna call me destiny, because i want to call my kids destiny and cheyenne, ashton and atticus (i wanna have three kids, 2 girls and a guy or 2 guys and a girl)

alright
cya
-destiny